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This was it
It had to be
The end that had been whispering
Taunting and plotting against him
Fate's final wish to watch him squirm
Watch him waste away at his own hand
He fell to his knees, his weapon unexpected
No noose or gun
The barrel not metal but glass
The deceitful mouth of a bottle
Housing no bullets but poison
To fester in his blood.
The acidic brew that burns
With each mouthful
Searing trails through his body
And bringing tears to his eyes.

He sat there in the snow
The cold biting at exposed skin
That hungered for warmth
Hungered for comfort no longer living
Faded eyes, confused and weary,
They search for faces long since passed
Replaying memories on frigid tombstones
His family that lies dead before him
Buried in their beds of eternal rest
Beds he'd readied for them

The snow fell in a dizzying array
Piling around him in soft mounds
The delicate flakes adding to the numbness
That consumed him
They gathered like the weight of the world
On his shoulders; the weight of guilt
Of his brother's death and suffering
He'd lived his life for knowledge
In the hopes of prevention, curing
Preserving the lives of those who needed it most
The cancerous disease that ate at lungs
Broke families, killed mothers and brothers
Children and parents

He'd dedicated so much time to helping others
He hadn't had time to dedicate to himself
Or his family.
So, one by one they died despite his promises
To help.
Despite his need, his inner desire
To save them.
He was powerless, helpless,
Lost and devastated
Even with the collected hope
The love from friends and acquaintances
Who brought smiles and affection
He was so empty
Frozen inside, even as the snow piles
And covers him
Still he sits there before his parents
His brother, his life
All gone
Taking with them his joy and will
To live

Taking another mouthful,
And another, emptying bottle after bottle,
Death skirted on the fringe, ever close,
Yet so far. He was too wise
For suicide. Knew better
And yet what could anyone say
About such a death?
Convenient accidents and gradual
Degradation of his body and soul
So he kept drinking, and would continue
Until he could join them
If only for one more moment
To say goodbye
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Named Phillip Cole

meh, not really sure if it's poetry. kinda, but not really. hell i dunno i'm half asleep right now.

something i threw together while i was doing human anatomy homework.
oh yeah...homework.

nothin special, though i love Pip to death. i will write something better for him eventually.
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~TGfascinated Jan 4, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
*chills*
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~JokerSpawn Jan 4, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
well it is awful cold out toady...
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